| oh my god i haven't written in here for so long.
I can't wait for summer and my computer is about to die
almost summary of the first year of college,
good, it had it's bumps and bruises, some hurt more than others but yeah, overall, good year
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| can't sleep because i'm thinking about how society is so focused on
looks and sexuality. i just can't believe how hardly any tv shows
are safe from sex anymore. how there are multiple shows based on
plastic surgery and changing how you look. why does everyone need
to look like a celebrity, because there isn't much diversity in the
select few who make it into the lime light. perhaps this is me
being cynical, but i don't think that money should be lent to people
who want plastic surgery for reasons other than health issues (example
cleft palette, nasal passages being structured so the person has
problems breathing). Thanks capital one for spending the money in
the US to help people be vain.
i don't know how the guy population feels, but there is nothing
wrong with having boobs less than a C, they are actually an advantage
when being active, like running or playing sports, freckles are goofy
looking some times and when i get pimples i can't wear cover up or else
the freckles disappear too and completely defeats the purpose of
the "natural look", i am not a stick and will never be my bones are not
a size 0, my hips just aren't that small, i have scars on my knees, one
on my forehead, my hands are not small, my cheeks are big, and my face
is not symmetric.
even with the unpornstar like boobs, freckles, being something other
than a size 0/1, having scars, unladylike hands, big cheeks and uneven
eyes i am happy with who i am, i have found friends who love me for me
a fantastic guy who tells me that if my crap brown eyes, big cheeks or
hair changed he would be really upset.
I love the fact that i can tell who is coming at me just from the way
they walk, the color of their hair and the shape of their face.
it's now 3 am and i've kinda lost focus and the desire to vent, but to
those out there who value their friends AND themselves without
alterations to appearances kudos to you
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| i adopted a hedgehog on my myspace... it is blue... it's name is sonic...
i'm so original some times
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| listening to the numma song and thinking of jumping around the choir before the play,
and the GO NINJA every performance,
god i miss those days
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